top of page

The Eagle's Eye Experience

Are you suffering from physical or emotional distress? Do you sometimes wonder how your life fits into the larger scheme of things? Do you ever question the nature of the reality of which you are a part? Do you wish to understand or know more about the meaning and purpose of your life? If so, you may be open to experience a transcendent state of being (e.g. a non-ordinary state of consciousness) that is often described as egoless, formless, boundless in space and time and infinite in awareness and knowing. Modern and ancient wisdom seekers, philosophers, sages, mystics, shamans and many others throughout all of human history have described these experiences and the benefits to be derived from them.


You can experience transcendence through several means: by a life-threatening event, by a dramatic and sudden change of perspective, by systematic meditation practices, by induction through the use of psychedelics, or by trance induced states from rhythmic movements like dancing or chanting and by several other means.  All of these methods allow your mind to settle inward beyond thought and access pure, silent vastly expanded awareness.

 
By whatever means used, the process involves allowing your mind to naturally transcend all normal egoic mental activity, sensations, and perceptions to reach the state of pure awareness, which is often described as a reservoir of unlimited energy, bliss, knowing and intelligence at the source of all thought and experience. 


Transcendent experiences can vary greatly depending on individual beliefs and habits, environment and the specific method used to reach these states. The use of psychedelics, in particular, usually makes it easier to reach these states than by using various meditation techniques, the latter often requiring long periods of training. Psychedelics like psilocybin, LSD, DMT, ayahuasca, and ketamine are known to reliably induce transcendent states under the right conditions, though the exact content and depth of the experience may differ for each person. (Please note that in many government jurisdictions, several of these substances have been classified as illegal - with a major exception being ketamine. This situation is slowly changing as more medical and mental health professionals continue to explore and better understand the benefits with proper use of many of these substances)


People who achieve these transcendent states of being typically experience profound feelings of interconnection, a feeling of Oneness, and unity with the entire cosmos. They often report losing their ordinary sense of self (i.e. ego dissolution), which can be very frightening for first time experiencers. Once beyond ego dissolution, a feeling or sense of eternal and infinite boundlessness of both time and space occurs. They also report feelings of profound peace, joy and bliss. In some cases, they may experience a spiritual or mystical state where the individual feels connected to Divine or Universal Consciousness. These experiences can also include a sense of the sacred, a feeling of complete knowing that is difficult, if not impossible, to put into words upon return to ordinary states of mind.

 
After a transpersonal experience, many people report long lasting changes in personality, values, mental health, and how they see reality, sometimes positive, and sometimes with more difficulty.


There are both long-term positive and sometimes negative after-effects that result from these experiences. In the latter case these affects are usually the results of poor preparation, implementation or integration of the experience.


Common positive after effects


•    Reduced fear of death and a stronger sense that life has meaning or purpose.
•    Increased spirituality or interest in “something larger than myself,” even among people who were previously not religious.
•    More compassion, altruism, and connection to other people and nature; often a shift away from materialism and status as main life goals.
•    Greater appreciation of everyday life, beauty, and simple experiences, sometimes with lasting improvements in mood and wellbeing.
•    A reduction in pain and suffering or significant improvement in how to live with them


Common challenges and negative after effects


•    Existential confusion and difficulty “integrating” what happened, including questions like “What is real?” or “Why am I still here?”.
•    Feeling “between worlds,” isolated, or misunderstood by friends or partners; relationship stress and higher rates of conflict or divorce after the experience.
•    Anxiety, panic, or depersonalization/derealization (feeling detached from self or like the world is unreal), which can persist for months or longer in some psychedelic users.
•    Intrusive memories, “flashbacks,” troubling dreams, or PTSD like symptoms after difficult experiences.

•    Altered perceptions and cognitive distortions, paranoia, an altered sense of self-importance and mistaken perceptions about yourself.

•    The occasioning of mistaken visions and false memories, inflation in non-ordinary states of consciousness, hyper suggestibility or magical thinking.


In a minority of cases, longer term problems such as cognitive confusion, depression, or hallucinogen persistent perception disorder (visual disturbances and flashbacks). Many of these negative effects can be mitigated by:


•    Having a safe, nonjudgmental space to talk about the experience (therapist, spiritual director, support group) tends to ease both growth and distress.
•    For psychedelic experiences, careful attention to dose, setting, and guidance reduces the chance of long-term problems and seems to shorten difficulties if they arise.
•    When symptoms like persistent anxiety, flashbacks, or derealization significantly impair life, trauma informed psychotherapy or clinicians familiar with these experiences are recommended.


Eagle’s Eye is dedicated to providing the best possible transcendent experience for our clients in each of the three major aspects of the experience: preparation, actualization, and integration. We offer trained medical and psychological counseling in each of these three critical areas throughout the entire process. 

Navigating transcendence.png

If you would like more information on non-ordinary states of consciousness psychedelic or transcendence journeys, check out our Transcendence page

The Primary Facilitators and Rationale

In the early years of the new millennium, Carol Roberts, MD was privileged to study with Dr. Alberto Villoldo and others at the Four Winds Society. 

Dr Roberts has been a practicing physician for 5 decades, ten as a surgeon, forty years as a holistic, root cause doctor. Over the years she has come to know that most of our physical and mental health problems are based in a skewed relationship to Nature and to each other. She believes that we have forgotten that we are all one, that Pachamama and the Cosmos itself are all supporting us, and loving us, at every moment of our lives. Furthermore, coming back to balance is the way out of our current suicidal rush, and we must do it soon.

A few years ago, Dr Villoldo came to Florida, and met with Dr Roberts. He asked if she would be interested in providing curious seekers (not just people with a clinical diagnosis) an experience of the deepest knowing (grokking) of that truth, through psychedelics. Of course Dr. Roberts said “YES!” - how else to answer your guru?

As a result Dr Roberts has been offering such experiences, in group retreats, and in personal at-home journeys, utilizing ketamine, currently the only legal psychedelic in the state of Florida where she lives and practices.

Dr Roberts shaman training allows her to structure these experiences in a spiritual framework. Her company, called Eagle’s Eye, has been folded into the Groking Wholeness initiative.

Eli Kolp, MD, a psychiatrist, has been a long time colleague of Dr Roberts and psychedelic advocate. Dr Kolp is a contributor to The Ketamine Papers, and chapters in the Textbook of Psychedelic Medicine. Dr. Eli Kolp ihas over 50 years of experience, specializing in ketamine-assisted psychedelic psychotherapy, a field in which he is recognized as a pioneer in. He was born and educated in the former Soviet Union, completed medical school in Moscow in 1973, and immigrated to the United States in 1981. He completed a (second) psychiatry residency at the University of Texas Medical School in Houston (1987) and a fellowship in Geriatric Psychiatry at the University of South Florida (1989). 

 

Dr Kolp began researching ketamine psychedelic psychotherapy in 1994 while working at the James A. Haley Veterans Hospital in Tampa and has since returned to private practice focused exclusively on this therapeutic approach. Dr. Kolp has published multiple peer-reviewed articles on the clinical applications of ketamine for treating conditions such as death anxiety, addiction, and mood disorders. 


Dr Kolp maintains offices in several locations in Florida, as well as locations in South Carolina and California. He is board-certified in Psychiatry and Neurology and has been affiliated with institutions such as HCA Florida Brandon Hospital.

Experiencing non-ordinary States of Consciousness

Experiencing non-ordinary states of consciousness is a royal road to changing consciousness. So is shamanism, as well as psychedelic and other transcendent experiences. If you have ever done a journey, you know it is a voyage into another level of understanding of self and the Universe. If you have never done one, consider gifting yourself a peek “behind the veil” of cultural assumptions and human programming. Humanity has never needed a shift in consciousness more than we do right now. We are birthing the future human, Homo Noeticus, the elevation of humanity to a loving oneness that will have the wisdom to solve all our self-made conundrums. Join us in sunny Florida for a journey out of your limitations.

To schedule a workshop retreat with Dr Roberts and/or Dr. Kolp, MD, please refer to the information below

Testimonials

"My Eagle’s Eye Experience, under the guidance of Dr Carol Roberts and Dr Eli Kolp has been truly expansive and life affirming. I felt an extraordinary opening of awareness — as though the walls separating me from the rest of life dissolved completely. There was a radiant sense that everything around me — people, nature, even the air itself — was infused with the same divine essence. Love wasn’t just an emotion; it was the underlying fabric connecting all existence. For the first time, I understood not just intellectually, but viscerally, that all life is sacred and deeply interconnected. The experience reshaped how I see myself and how I relate to others — with more compassion, reverence, and gratitude." -  Diane 

"There comes a point in our lives when we both intellectually and intuitively realize that we must follow what we truly feel called to do. That moment came for me this past weekend. Despite my fears and apprehensions, I was met with an overwhelming sense of camaraderie, authenticity, and love from everyone involved. That alone was profoundly healing.

In many ways, I conquered my fears. I could not have asked for a better group of people, or a more dedicated, knowledgeable, caring, and loving host. Dr. Carol held me in her field of peace, and I felt deeply loved and accepted.

I’m not yet sure what this experience will ultimately teach me, but I know something meaningful happened. I feel open and curious to discover more. What I do know is that it touched my heart deeply."  - Martha

For More Information, for Reservations or to Register

Please note that links to most of the webpages referred to in the instructions below are also available by clicking on the appropriate menu item (i.e. "Eagle's Eye", etc.) listed on the top of every webpage.

Best Medicine Inc., (Groking Wholeness is a agent for Best Medicine, Inc.) offers both individual in-person sessions with Dr Roberts and weekend experiential workshops facilitated by Dr Roberts and Dr Kolp as well as other qualified therapists and counselors. Both individual and weekend retreats are available now. 

Agenda

Prior to the start of the workshop, you will be invited to attend online Zoom sessions to prepare you for your weekend experience.

 

For all weekend workshops plan on arriving by 4PM on Friday evening. There will be a minidosing session at this time as well as time to answer your questions. Saturday will involve a full dose (by injection) experience for all participants, half in the morning, half in the afternoon, with integration after both sessions. Sunday morning will include a group meeting to discuss again the previous days’ journeys. The agenda for the weekend also includes Holotropic breathwork experience Sunday and a gentle yoga Saturday and Sunday at 7AM. There will be a light dinner Friday evening and a Light breakfast, lunch and dinner on Saturday and breakfast on Sunday before adjourning at 11AM.

Following the workshop you will be invited to participate in online Zoom sessions to help you integrate the workshop experience into your life.

 

​Weekend Workshop or individual Sessions Schedule

 

The currently scheduled weekend workshop date is May 8-10, 2026 at the Riverbend Retreat Center in Riverview FL 30 minutes from Tampa International Airport (TPA) off I-75 Exit 250 - Gibsonton Drive. The cost for the workshop is currently at an introductory rate of $495 and includes food and lodging for the weekend. Dates for future workshops are listed on the Events webpage. Individual sessions are $600 per session and can be scheduled with Dr Roberts via request.

Please note that, for the Eagle's Eye Workshop weekend retreat, the rooms are all double occupancy so you will be asked to share a room with an attendee of the same gender as you. If you do not wish to share a room or prefer privacy, there are hotels close by and we will provide transportation to/from the retreat center as no one will be permitted to drive for at least 24 hours during the workshop. Our preference is that you stay at the retreat center if at all possible for a better experience. If you wish to stay offsite, please email or call us for a list of nearby hotels. Transportation will be provided to / from your hotel.

 

Workshop registration dates and fees are subject to change for all future workshops. Please subscribe to our website if you wish to be notified when the future workshop schedule becomes available. If you wish to reserve a seat for any future weekend workshop, please complete the registration forms as described below.

Reservations, Registrations and Payments

 

To register for a private in-person session with Dr Roberts, or to register for a Eagle's Eye Workshop weekend or to reserve a seat for a future weekend workshop, a $100 deposit is required. Your reservation may be made by clicking here

Aside from the deposit for your seat reservation, payments may be submitted any time after acceptance of your registration request. Payment may be made online anytime by clicking here or by sending a check via postal mail to the address listed below. All payments and registration forms must be received at least 15 days in advance of the workshop start date. 

BEST MEDICINE, INC.

8022 Mays Avenue

Riverview, FL 33578

(Groking Wholeness is an agent for Best Medicine, Inc.)

 

Cancellations & Refunds

Reservations may be cancelled with a full refund (including any deposits made) up to two weeks (15 days) prior to the start of the workshop. After that date, 50% of the registration fee will be refunded. For cancellations and refunds, please contact us directly via email (below) or by telephone.

For More Information

 

For more information or for specific questions, you can email us at: info@GrokingWholeness.info or send a message at our “Contact Us” page (be sure to include "Eagle's Eye private session" or "Eagle's Eye workshop registration" in the message text). For those of you that prefer telephone contact you can call Eagle's Eye at 762-218-2663.

bottom of page